Dirt Pile

We got a load of dirt delivered to the Casa. When I got home, late as usual these days, the kids told me all about the BIG truck that delivered it. The excitement in there eyes was so irresistible. I had to take you guys out there.


I love moments like this! Unplanned and perfect!

Look at this other memorable moment. I remember where this was, do y'all? We were on vacation, before baby Godzilla.



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Life goes on

Change, Change, and more change. I haven't had time to read my favorite blogs, much less blog :( i haven't had time on my laptop for a while. Im lucky that I remember to pay my bills. I will desperately try to upload holiday pics this weekend.

I now know how strong I am. Life after miscarriage is rough. There is a lot of components to it. Things happen, it's how you respond to them, that matters. Everybody goes through stuff. It's easy to feel pity, and drown it sorrow. It's hard to keep your faith and just simply live and enjoy your life. I had a rough day or two. The news of the miscarriage and the day of the miscarriage were not as hard, for lack of a better word, as I thought they would be. The days waiting to miscarry where the worse. Knowingly walking around with your dead baby is dreadful. For me that was the worse. I hated that more than anything! But you keep on and live life. Put on a smile for my boss, co-workers, and most importantly my kids. Yea I could be sour and bitchy but what misery would that be. I save those emotions for my one and only, Jason. But he is the best husband EVER. I really wasn't bitchy just sad. Well that's my story, and I'm sticking to it.

Well now for pictures. How I love to take and share pictures.





These are a few of the cards we sent out. Beto & Jules started baseball practice.

And Breanna & Vivianna made wishes....

:(

Our baby is now with the Lord.

It's official

I'm pregnant. (I think everybody knows)  Yes, Again.  I'm so excited.  Well I'm so tired....but mostly excited.  I love being pregnant.  LOVE!  It's such an awesome feeling, having/making a baby.  I can never wait till the "official time" to tell everybody....as soon as I see two lines, I tell.  I don't even know when the "official time" is?  I don't go see my doctor till January, because of work, grrrrrr.  But hell all Dr. Cohen does is poke & prod and squawk at me because I can't EVER remember my last menstrual cycle.  I don't EVER keep track of it.  I know, I know...WHATEVA.  I just don't.  Yea...yea...its unheard of.  I just don't do it.  Honestly I would have 10 more kids if it was ALL up to ME :D  I don't use birth control so it could happen, it could.  My in-laws got more than they bargained for when they welcomed me into the family.  Times like this I'm glad my husband doesn't read my blog :)  Oh yea, and as for right NOW...I got it in my head that it would be awesome not to know the sex of the baby until he/shes born.  It's my 5th so I know that you don't need all the crap we tend to buy when expecting.  The kiddos are excited.  Vivianna is the baby and for now she is alright.  But she is jealous.  She thinks I'm ONLY her mommy, nobody Else's.  She says she is going to help me change the diapers.  So that's a plus.  Jules keeps lifting up my shirt wanting to see where the baby is.    Beto is hoping for a boy.  Even though he told me "If it is a boy, you waited to long to have him.  He can't play video games with me".  And Miss mother hen, Bre, is happy BUT she keeps calling the baby a "fetus".  Why are my kids so crazy?  They don't get it from me!   STOP laughing, I know they totally get it from me, I can't help it if I'm crazy, I was born this way (Yes, a Lady Gaga reference).

I'm so loving my kids right now.  Even if they are having their worse day ever. I enjoy and remember how blessed I am to have them. Awful, unthinkable things have happen, don't want to go into great detail, but it makes me appreciate EVERYTHING more.  Makes me enjoy my kids and make light of the situation when my kids are at there worse.  That worse is nowhere in compared to what some families are struggling this holiday season.

On a lighter note.  I have a girl name picked out.  All my girls are "Annas"..........Breanna, Julianna, and Vivianna.  Drum roll PLEASE..................................................
I'm loving the name Tatianna. We can call her "Tati"  As for the spelling I don't know, but defenitly has to have two "n's".  Tatianna, Tatihanna, Tajana, Tatyanna, Tatyannah, and Tatyanna. 
Tatianna OR Tatihanna.  I like Tatianna best, well for now :D   Don't you love family input when selecting a baby name.  I'm like Hello you had your chance and you came up with "Lynda, Lilianna, and Brenda AND Lori and Jason AND David.  My turn MOTHERS!  If its a boy...I have no name in mind.  But i'm sure I will come up with an awesome name to accompany "Beto".  How about....William Levy......or maybe Maximiliano.  LOL.  We can call him "Max".  I'm sure Jason wouldn't know its from the telenovela.  Maximiliano is an awesome name.  :)

Thanksgiving via my phone...more pics to come

I haven't even looked at my camera to see what pictures Bre took.  

But i'm sure they are good :)